Dizzy with Pain in every joint could God be calling
Shower, breakfast changed a diaper and back to bed
This is one of those bad days like the rheumatologist said
Prayer, my children and poetry is the only peace I feel
Disability has denied me twice, here's to another appeal
Ebonee' Lupus is an autoimmune disease that can't be cured but can be controlled
It seems as though that's all I've been told
Distoid Lupus is my new disease
So all inside activities I definitely cease
The sun is truly not my friend
The breakouts seem to never end
No one prepared me for the fine print
Or gave me a source
The pain, the hair loss and the depression has more than run its course
3 bedrooms, 2 bath, dining ,den and kitchen too
I am OCD so what do u think I do
Hours is how long it take me to clean
Simply because the shortness of breath and pain causes me to stop in between
Sick of people saying I understand and you'll be fine
I'm Ebonee' so my affects are different I'm one of a kind
Everyone has a breaking point is how the saying goes
I haven't broke completely yet so I'm strong I suppose
Lupus is a complicated disease definitely not for the weak
I'm 26 not even at my peak
I refuse to let it beat me without a fight
So if u think I'm a challenge then you’re absolutely right!